my mantra

“后台。 等待，磨练， 寻找平衡和力量的
漫长时光。”

earlier this year, i stumbled upon this phrase in a Chinese Vogue magazine and it has stuck with me ever since.

i remember feeling it resonate with how i felt at the moment.

for the past two years, i constantly feel like i've fallen off a horse and i have been trying to come back ever since.

this phrase somehow happens to be the theme of my life currently. I feel like i'm in a constant battle everyday to find that balance and strength.  i have to keep my heads down and work hard. it's been a long wait and i have to wait a little longer. but if i bite my tongue, and continue to work towards that dream, i believe, i will be taken off the benches and send to the field to play.

“后台。 等待，磨练， 寻找平衡和力量的漫长时光。”